Reader Comments on The Blue Room

The Blue Room is wonderful. It is gripping. I intended to read for a few minutes and could NOT put it down. I forced myself to stop about halfway through because I was hungry. I can’t believe this is your debut novel. I would believe it if you said this was your fifth or tenth book. It is lovely, soft, precise, strong, enrapturing. –Corinne E.

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I finished your book last night. I got so enthralled I stayed up late to finish it. I really enjoyed it! –Nancy Collins

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What a wonderful novel you wrote!  It spoke totally to me, and I am going to read it again, leisurely so I can benefit from it and also write to you with details of what moved me the most. I hope you are considering writing another one!  –Pilar Tirado

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I wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed reading The Blue Room.  It left me wishing for my own such space…Congratulations on your accomplishment! –Mary Born

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I just finished reading The Blue Room. I …am so impressed at how you fleshed out the story. Your emphasis on detail and colorful prose captured Kathryn’s essence and made her very believable and real to the reader. I guess knowing you and sharing our experiences with the writing group, I can, with empathy, understand the hard work and the commitment you gave to creating the book. You did a superb job and brought light to a topic that we need to know more about. –Deanna Baxter, Author of Willows By Flowing Streams

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Finished The Blue Room yesterday. Read it in 3 sittings. I enjoyed it a lot. I knew the writing would be clean: yours always is. It also flows well…I’m sympathetic to the characters—even Mom, eventually. So, good job staying away from stereotypes. Perhaps because I’ve been having back problems all week (my chronic pain, I guess)—I read some of TBR on my back in bed yesterday—I especially liked the latter part of the book on Kathryn’s fighting back against her pain, and also the chapters on her chronic pain group. There, I think, is your audience. –Richard Wile, Author of The Geriatric Pilgrim and Requiem in Stones

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[I] wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed and appreciated your new book.  I always knew you were an excellent journalist and academic writer, but congratulations on such a powerful novel, which I think will be of help to many people. –Anita Marson Deyneka, Author of I Know His Touch and A Song in Siberia

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I finished The Blue Room this morning. WOW, and congratulations. What a stunning, often heartbreaking journey through pain, both of the soul and body, you have shared with us. Thank you! I couldn’t put it down for the past two days.  I need to sit with it and let it all sink in. The story you have told is very impactful.  I had no understanding of chronic pain prior to this. My heart goes out to you and those who suffer and live with such pain. –Sandra Eldred

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What a book you have written!  I like the rhythm of your prose…it changes smoothly when it needs to. Your writing is highly readable, so the reader can easily keep pace with the story as it moves ever forward.

There is so very much in the story that is familiar to me! The time frame, the cars, the housing conditions, clothing and hairstyles, the methods and thinking and attitudes around work, school, family, gender roles, teaching, education, behavior, morals, and discipline—it stirs up so many memories—not all of them good.

This is a story that must resonate with a large fraction of the women of the world. Or at least the Western world. Western society lays relentless, conflicting, and impossible demands and expectations on women of every type, at home, at work, and in the wider community. Many spend all their lives and every iota of energy meeting the wants, needs, and expectations of everyone around them, but rarely for themselves. It is toxic, draining, and damaging. And we blame ourselves, second-guess ourselves, and believe that somehow it is all our fault.

All this to say, WELL DONE YOU!!! You must be very proud of what you have accomplished. Writing is hard work. Doing it successfully is harder still. Thank you for involving me a little bit in the birth of your book (it was great fun!) and for the lovely acknowledgment you have afforded me. –M.L. Whitehorne, Cover Artist and Astronomer

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Announcing my Novel, “The Blue Room”

I’m pleased to announce that my first novel, The Blue Room, is now available on Amazon.com in Kindle ($13.00) and Paperback ($17.00) formats. You may also order it directly from me by emailing moriahfree@gmail.com

Thank you to everyone who has supported and encouraged me in its writing. May Kathryn’s story of healing and transformation resonate with all who read it, especially those who face the daunting challenge of living with chronic pain, illness, and emotional trauma.

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Excruciating pain on the left side of her body wakes Kathryn from her trance of loneliness, stress, and exhaustion. She has pushed her mind and body beyond their reasonable limits; now, she is paying for it. She has ignored her physical and emotional needs and brushed aside her sadness while compulsively caring for others.

Now her body is screaming, enough! Stop!

But no matter what she tries, the pain does not stop.

Unable to work, sleep, or escape from the suffering and desperate for relief, she goes to see Dr. White, a pain management specialist. Their year of therapy transforms her life. The setting for her metamorphosis is The Blue Room. In this imaginary inner sanctuary, she discovers how the past has molded and imprisoned her and how she can set herself free.

One Word

Carolyn, a friend and blogger I deeply respect and whose posts I follow avidly, has recently revamped her blog site.  It’s now called Your One Word. The idea is that you select, through a process of inner listening, a word that will be a hallmark of your life for a year.  Hallmark is, for this purpose, defined as a distinguishing characteristic, trait, or feature.  It may be a quality or virtue you aspire to, a practice you want to embrace, or something you want to understand more deeply.  Through reflection, active noticing, perhaps even study, you will let the meaning of the word unfold in your daily life for a year, checking in monthly or even weekly to become aware of its effect on your thoughts, dreams, and actions.

Carolyn provides some helpful resources for choosing your word and working with it regularly.

My word for 2021 is REST.  My word for 2020 was “slowly,” but I was a dismal failure at incorporating it into my life.  Anyone who knows me will laugh at my 2020 choice because I do everything as fast as possible – walk, eat, exercise, clean, shower, dry my hair, read, type, cook…ad infinitum. One thing I learned from “slowly” last year was how fast is my usual pace.  I also observed others around me, particularly my partner, and noticed how graceful and gentle moving slowly is by comparison.

I am 68 now, and I’m tired, in general, and in particular of going fast. So, without moving too far from last year’s aspiration, I chose “rest” for 2021, or rather, it chose me.  Already, with Carolyn’s help and inspiration, I am learning about what rest means for me.

I want to share with you the list of questions that arose when I began to explore my word:

  • What is the definition of rest? What are some synonyms?
  • How does rest show up in my hobbies: photography, writing, coloring, card design?
  • How is rest affecting my chronic pain?
  • Has rest helped me to move more slowly?
  • Am I struggling against something? Can I stop and rest?
  • When I have rested, what have I noticed?
  • Does rest help me to let go?
  • How are rest, solitude, and retreat related?
  • What three memories of rest can I recall this week, this month?
  • Have I seen examples of rest in nature? In others? What can I learn from them?
  • How are rest and saying “no” related for me?
  • How are rest and mindfulness related?
  • And, for the sake of this blog, how is rest related to “respect?”

For me, rest has an essential relationship with self-respect.  It gets at a part of my nature that has always been troublesome – my difficulty setting limits.  Limits on my workday’s length and intensity, limits on my care for others, limits on the physical demands I place on my body. Getting older, if you pay attention, can teach you vital lessons about limits.

This year, I hope to practice self-respect by discovering what rest is and incorporating it into my physical, mental, relational, and spiritual life.

Is “one word” calling you?